How Do I Say....

How do you tell someone that the first time you saw them you fell
that even a glimpse of them makes you smile
that their touch sets your skin ablaze
that their whispers make you melt
that you could lay with them forever not saying a word because the silence says it all
that you want to fix all their problems
that their worries are yours....

But he cant...theres nothing left....a pile of ashes where a heart once was.....
So you sit...waiting....hoping......for it to return
Your tears water it
You nurture it with love
And you sit....
waiting.....

Inside Voices: The Power of I

~SHOUTS~
I WILL NOT be belittled by you.
I WILL NOT be your little puppet on a string, to play with at your leisusre
I WILL NOT be put into your box of who i am supposed to be
I WILL NOT change myself just becasue you deem my behavior, not the norm
I WILL NOT let you tell what i do is wrong, just because i dont do it your way
I WILL NOT let you take advantage of me
I WILL NOT waste my tears on trivial things

I WILLcontinue to be me
I WILL learn to love my myself
I WILLput God and FAMily First
I WILL be strong enough to resist temptation
I WILL embrace change
I WILLdo the best I can
I WILL help those who help me
I WILL succeed

I AM NOT your lost puppy to save
I AM NOT you pet project
I AM NOT obligated to respect you, If you do not respect me
I AM NOT going to assume that your way is the only way
I AM NOT going to stress over things i have not control over

DO YOU NOT KNOW WHO I AM?? MY NAME IS JAY.
I AM ARTISTIC, BEAUTIFUL,SARCASTIC, THOUGHTFUL, COMPASSIONATE, KIND, AND RESPECTFUL AND YOU DO NOT I REPEAT YOU DO NOT OWN ME NOR DO YOU CONTROL ME I AM A FREE THINKING INDEPENDENT WOMAN READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD AND IF YOU ARE NOT READY TO ACCPET ME AS I AM BE PREPARED TO BE LEFT BEHIND.