Random.

When i first met him i was skeptical about us, but soon i knew i was falling.

I listened and tried to help

but it wasn't enough.

I started to walk the path of love but i could sense he wasn't behind.

I asked countless times whether or not i was a distraction

and with each reply came a definite "no"

yet i knew better.

I was a filler.

Someone to take your mind things

You may not have wanted me to be

But your body betrayed your mind

Looking for the nearest fix

I was it

Through my eyes you were perfect the way you are

You claimed you were not who you wanted to be

Yet thats who i fell in love with

And it seems the more you shed this facade the harder i loved

The more they rejected the harder i fought for it
And harder i fought

the more you pushed away

put up your walls

and locked me out.