Cracks in the Wall

I kinda admire the way some people are able to put up walls and block people out sometimes....unfortunately for me the walls that surround me are made up of frustration and the inability to let go, so as you can imagine there are some leaks from time to time....

Walking away

Held me by the heart.

Took me on a wayward journey,
through space an time.
Who knew he'd leave me here....
Alone.

Doctor, Doctor, I've got an emergency.....

I lie here tossing and turning. A cold sweat rips through me. My stomach clenches, I stifle a groan, and shudder quietly, mumbling to myself. "I can do this".....Maybe quiting wasn't such a good idea afterall...

Can't kick the habit, Yeah I got to have it
Yeah, Im what they call a Love Addict
Love Addict- Family Force 5

Riptide of Lies

"Pulled under by a riptide of lies"


It seems today that everyone has a twitter, facebook, blog etc.



"Follow Me"

"Retweet"

"Request Pending"



Today there is no reason not to be connected, yet with all these ways to express ourselves and communicate with one another, the more rumors and lies are able to spread.

With one simple post, a spark. Soon a simple flame grows into a boisterous and raging fire, being keep alive by whispers, text messages ,and more posts. A simple message with more power than gasoline.

The fire soon rages out of control, desperately trying to put it out causes you pain. By the time the fire is contained you're left with burnt emotions and singed pride.....

Growing Up...

I dont really want to grow up. Technically at age 18 you're considered legally an adult. Yet has anyone ever noticed that the number 18 still has the word "teen" in it? Kind of confusing when you think about it. Maybe the government said "ok enough's enough, kids these days are growing up fast. They reach puberty by age 12 or 13 and at 15 have enough facial hair to where they have to start a daily shaving ritual. The young girls look older than they seem, and at 16 they can gain the attention of 30 year old men. Since they look older, we must treat them as such. The legal age of adulthood is now 18!".....but wait...just because I look older, that means I'm more mature? I doubt that, I still play with dolls, color in coloring books, and laugh with my friends at the most ridiculous things...just because I look 22 doesn't mean I'm not a scared 13 year old on the inside. Stop forcing me to grow up so fast, and let me enjoy my childhood....

Lovers High

Take a Hit

Inject it in my Veins

Flows through my Heart

Straight to my Brain

Take a deep Breath

Dive right In

A taste of the sweetest Sin

Pulses Racing

Vision a Blur

The epitome of Passion

Him and Her

Two addicts united as One

The start of something new Begun

A flame Ignited

Blown out in a Flash

In the last fleeting Moments

Together they Crash

The Never Was....

The never was....
I miss the times we never had
the kisses we never shared
the caress i never felt
the the tears that were never shed
I miss the cold nights, where you weren't by my side
the secrets never whispered
the hugs that were never given
the love never shared
words never uttered
a love left unsaid
the never was